LIVE LIFE LOUD AND PROUD

MARLBORO MENTHOL BLACK

JUST TRY THIS ONE LAST WEEK. A PUFF FROM ALEXIS, NOT BAD. THE MENTHOL TASTE A LIL HARDER FROM THE OLD ONE. A PUFF MAKE YOUR EYES WIDE OPENED..HEHEHE...

BUT I PREFER TO STICK WIT THIS:

MARLBORO LIGHT AND ITS GOLD!

Wahai kwn2 seangkatan kan..apa dia rokok ni? ke main hisap jer? ikut wki punyer literal interpretation :A cigarette (French "small cigar", from cigar + -ette) is a product consumed through smoking and manufactured out of cured and finely cut tobacco leaves and reconstituted tobacco, often combined with other additives,then rolled or stuffed into a paper-wrapped cylinder (generally less than 120 mm in length and 10 mm in diameter). The cigarette is ignited at one end and allowed to smoulder for the purpose of inhalation of its smoke from the other (usually filtered) end, which is inserted in the mouth. They are sometimes smoked with a cigarette holder. The term cigarette, as commonly used, refers to a tobacco cigarette but can apply to similar devices containing other herbs, such as cannabis.

So dah pahamlah maksud rokok kan? BAHAYA OR TAK..MCM NABIL CAKAP."LU PK R SENDRE..SENDRE SEDUT SENDRE JUGA TAHU..."

Hurm..cannabis. Sape suke cannabis? Raise up!!hahaha..well..syyhh..mana leh cakap kan? Tapi potong stim betol skang..nak hisap dah tengok gambar2 yg mengerikan tu..tapi sebab dah addict apa nak kire, beli,keluarkan letak dalam box right??

"CONTOH KELUARAN DRPD MALRBORO..COOL KAN?"

Another best way you also can go to Uptown,or downtown..even at NSK pon ada jual..harga atr RM10 ke RM50 pon ada...pandai2 lah pilih...but to you ladies,if you feel shy to buy in public u also can go to e-bay which offering good product at affordable price ==> eBay.com.my  then click lah perakataan "cigarette box"..mcm2 keluar..pandai2 lah pilih....

Apa anginkah i utarakan topic rokok ni yer? bukan apa..tadi buka FB ada member ni wat shout out :

Kenapa ko suke isap (̅_̅_̅_̅(̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅̅_̅()ڪے~ ~? Jawab!....so, my dear ALBA, ni mak nak jawab...TAK SUKE SEBENARNYE TP DAH KETAGIH......

Takde apa lagi i nak karutkan di sini..to all ladies out there, hisap rokok hisap rokok gak,keanggunan & kesopanan mesti dijaga k!!!

P/s: Jgn hisap rokok sambil berdiri & berjalan ketika di tempat awam cuz it will make u look like a slut.

P/s: Logo rokok - Thanx to Zen Alba.

xoxo. LOVE LIFE.

Pisau cukur??? sape yang pisau cukur ni? nak cerita pasal movie ni ker?? erm....actually....aku tak tengok lagi movie ni tp my BFF dah tengok semalam...aape pasal lak aku yg post pasal movie ni kan??? kan?kan??  hurm...actually,last nite my BFF ni sms and perbualan kami spt ini:

Dia : Suke tengok movie melayu kat wayang tak?

Aku : Tak. Ada ke cerita melayu yg berbaloi untuk ditonton di panggung?

Dia : Agak dah..x tengok takpe. aku baru abih tengok cite pisau cukur..cite tu ada selit gay scene..i'm impress cite malaysia dah upgrade n lebih terbuka..hehehe

Aku : Owh dah agak gak ko tengok cerita tu..itu yg ko impresskan ye? hehehehe.....

....I pon pergi mandi....siap² adalah lebih kurang setengah jam..pastu makan malam.....then, baring untuk menanti badan diurut dgn olive oil oleh my partner,sebab badan tak sehat..sakit²...perut pon memulas...kepala ni pon sakit......while waiting tetibe ada bunyi sms masuk..i pon capai hp.....

Dia : U already closed your mind, no used 2 explain it 2 u..i'm talking abou knowledge..but i guess, this is not your "type". sorry, aku silap berkongsi idea dgn salah org.

Aku : La plak, ok lah. say wateva.....

*actually,i pelik nape she's such emotional n throw such words just like tt? so i re-read my inbox 1 by 1..owh there was a previous message tt i dun read..

Dia : Yup, aku tengok semua movie without prejudice. when u know the history movie in malaysia, when u know why glaad award has been

invented, then u'll know what ive impressed about.....

(Owh, this is her message before i went to take shower but i dun read it but my partner did and she replied)

She : Explain me, what kind impresses u r? Where is the quality? Same actor.........

( my partner such a notty 1..she know tt my BFF is going to explode....and the situation is tight..but she is so notty if u get what i mean....saja nak bakar lagi lah kan...and she always do tt to me.)

- then the verse "salah org" tu keluar frm BFF....and i realised..owh,shit!!!TTs why she is pissing off and sounds serious...hurm..i look at my partner and show her the text..but, i said again...well,its not a big deal...PLUS, my headache just so painful so i replied A.S.A.P to BFF:

Aku : Weh, mmg ko dah salah org. Aku baru baca mesej ko. Td tu *** lah...hahaha..Hampeh tol r. Aku pun tak prejudis tp citer melayu ke english ke, kalo

sdp aku lyn...

-There was NO REPLY AT ALL...frm BFF..i decided to text her again.

Aku : Ko period ke? *** bukan paham ko ckp ape td. Dia suke tgok ayat2 hujah ko tu. Hehe. K r, aku pon x sihat ni..nite2..

P/s: 2 reply yg wat ko tensen tu dr dia. Yg len aku. (Correction beb, 1 jer drpd pdia)

- YET, there was no reply. So i guess she's pissing off at us...but i think again..is that so serious???OMFG....hell no. i dun like fight....n  i dun even like to thik about it. And beb, if you take it so serious theres nothing i can do anymore...i'll let u judge us cuz i'm not the type of person who love to judge people...and if tt wud make u happier i'll let tt be...hurm..i feel tired now.

So, PISAU CUKUR.....ko kah puncanya??/hahaha...kelakar pon adalah....ntahla..beb, SORRY IF WE HEARTED YOU.

LOVE LIFE ~ PEACE NO WAR~

Hey, ladies! Dunno what's going on?? Nah...Just click the link ,ok? http://kawaiisweetz.onsugar.com/5949195

Its simple as that,rite? Nothing much to say, see it yourself,spread the love,xoxo!

TODAY: 18/11/2009 : The winner is deardyan  http://iamdyan.onsugar.com/

CONGRATULATION BEB!

mintsepet: (nada sedih serak2 basah)
benar kata apis..
hanya yg pernah khilangan shj yg phm maknanyer..

act aku tenang shj dgn dugaan ini..

mcm ada kuasa magic jer..
mcm tak percaya aku boleh seredha ini..
yg ralatnyer sbb duit mak n abah ada share..

mana mungkin aku akan dpt sentimental value yg lain mcm nie..
skuter tulah yg aku lenjan utk carik kerja..
pegi blik kerja..
hanya skuter itulah..
spaikan pernah belikan emak beras 60 kilo..
selamber jer aku guna motor tuh..
skuter tuh mmg aku guna utk apa shj..

sedih pilu n gumbira aku hanya skuter itu yg saksikan aku spenuhnyer..

(nada harapan gumbira sket2.. jgn riak)

hikmahnyer.. aku percaya yg aku akan beli motor baru..
wakakakakakakaka...

nak beli motor apa ek? "tunggangan mcm inikah?"

Petikan kata² di atas adalah luahan hati my sayang....scooter Suzuki VS dia baru dicuri 2 malam lepas.. huhuhu...dah 7 tahun dia bersama motor tu and u guys can imagine it from her words up there...n i'm almost cried either when read it..i am speechless yet to console her the best i can.

The phrase "kehilangan itu amat bermakna" is from her ,my comel..my gal..and frankly speaking i'd never thought that "kehilangan itu amat bermakna"..and i think it is a good definition of lost. Instead of being in negative,aite? I'm lucky and thanx God for letting me to know her in my life..she taught me a new perception of life. Eventhough something bad happen in life it will bring us the goodness behind it, after all...yep, its true...

Years back, i'm always blame God for not being fair and good to me when something bad happen to me..(astaghfirullah..), even my heart hate to say it...i know its wrong yet i'm losing my grip...after 3 years with her she had taught me to see life from different point of view and i can say  the state that i am in now..i'm a better person (insyallah)..hopefully...She ever told me:"Sayang, awak dah cantik, awak bijak..jangan biarkan semua itu tenggelam kerana emosi awak"...

"PEKEJADAHNYER PLAK GAMBAR MINAH NI..TAPI JGN JD CAM DIA...."

So, ive got nothing more to say now...just to share "my the other half's feeling" ~ tetiber teringat kat norul;

Last but not least, ladies..we shud see life in the other point of view, think out of the box and believe me,its good as healing method of frustration. Its all about mind set and the strong faith in here (heart) will lead you to overcome the problem wisely yet you can enjoy this life. Evrything happen for reason a.k.a setiap yang berlaku pasrti ada hikmahnya and its all about time,sooner or later, Insyallah.. xoxo. "Never Give Up on L♥" ~cneoreyta~

LOVE..talk to the hand??? hurm..now is 17:22 2nd of Nov 2009..im in ma office. waiting for the second digits turn to 17:30 then i'll off to hell! owh..totally monday blues today and may be my writing gonna me a lil emo..watever, i believe this cud help a lil..Hopefully...

Is it LOve or Lust?? Sometime i hate to admit that ive fall in love wit sum1..and the person is "her"..damn looser cuz we are not together..after all got to hold on the phrase "mencintai tak semestinya memiliki" ..watta as*...i dun accept that. Why? There is no reason why two person who are truly in love and had swore the "kalimah sehidup semati" ~ "u r my true love" ~ " i can't live without u"..bla..bla...must live apart..No reason at all...

"the hardest part was leaving you"ha..kalo dh tao susah watpe nak tinggalkan? hidup jer bersama....yet, there are still,many issue and excuses arise. its so lame. fucking lame..isk,aper da kan? ape ntah aku karut kan ni? Tapi ada lirik lagu  ni yg aku mmg tak boleh terima :

Setelah kupahami 
Ku bukan yang terbaik 
Yang ada di hatimu 
Tak dapat kusangsikan 
Ternyata dirinyalah 
Yang mengerti kamu 
Bukanlah diriku 

Kini maafkanlah aku 
Bila ku menjadi bisu 
Kepada dirimu

Bukan santunku terbungkam 
Hanya hatiku berbatas 
Tuk mengerti kamu 
Maafkanlah aku

Walau kumasih mencintaimu 
Kuharus meninggalkanmu 
Kuharus melupakanmu 
Meski hatiku menyayangimu 
Nurani membutuhkanmu 
Kuharus merelakanmu

Dan hanyalah dirimu 
Yang mampu memahamiku 
Yang dapat mengerti aku

Ternyata dirinyalah 
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu 
Yang lama menyentuhmu 
Bukanlah diriku (Ihsan drpd Samsons : Bukan Diriku)

This just make me feel so fucked up!! Eh,terlebey sudah...hahaha..dulu lah..but the saki baki still there..deep in my heart. You know, when she gave me this song, i started to think what is the message she tried to give??

So i came out wit this conclusion:

~ U r such a coward by giving me this cuz u r so chicken to tell me right to ma face what is exactly you wanna say..U r

~ I shudnt waste my time with giving you another  chance that we can continue our relationship while u never show where the hell is your stand?

~ Wanna be my fren? Be my guess but please dun blame me if u gonna be hurted in anyway since u already know the consequences of the way u decided to let me go..and not to fight for our relationship..(i did give u a chance..)

FULL STOP!!!  ~To whom read this u might know who you are,darlint...

" Please, dun ever come to me anymore in a way tt u r crave for my love...we r buddy and not more than that,okay?".

Its too many things ive kept all this while and no one knows about it...how i felt toward her..i want to be clear so that i wrote it here. Yeah, now i know, things became away too different between us two and will never be the same again.

The words from you.." Saya akan tunggu awak sampai bile²"....

Ladies...what do u feel about that? After all, this is what i think. It is bull shit. Why? I did give her a chance, with my assurance that i will always with her and two of us going to start a new beginning with all the rectification..(ready to forgive and forget) ===>> SHE NEGLECTED IT!!!

So, me...(talk to myself) Get rid this out from your head..its almost 2010..and however she contact you..just ignore..

"HA, AMEK TUH!! SAY NO OKAY????"

Hurm..at least, i feel released...i dun know..maybe the feeling just not right as i decided to post it here,sum how i feel i have to..da for now..

my current partner is coming to fetch me here,in the office..wat more i need rite?? I just need understanding and space n so far she doing great..

LOVE??owh..i filled with lots of love..from her...and my frens...THanx Allah...

are you breathing

what i'm breathing

are your wishes

the same as mine

are you needing

what i'm needing

i'm waiting for a sign

my hands tremble

my heart aches

is it you calling

if i'm alone in this

i don't think i can face

the consequences of falling

are you thinking

what i'm thinking

does your pulse quicken like mine

are you dreaming what i'm dreaming

i can't read your mind one step towards you

two steps back feels like i'm crawling

if i'm alone in this i don't think i can face

the consequences of falling

p/s: hahahaha...

Hye,ladies!!! OWh mama...shaye tak mau kawen....kenapa tak mau kawen?? nak kawen dgn siapa? owh..hahaha

Tidak!! mugkin agak optimistik bile membaca pernyataan di atas..

Adakah golongan seperti kita menolak perkahwinan itu sama sekali?

Jawapannya adalah TIDAK. Kenapa? Kerana ramai juga akak♥ n adik² seangkatan yg telah memilih utk menamatkan

status gelap dgn berkahwin secara sah. Alhamdulillah...but make sure pilihan anda itu sebaik mungkin..but who knows?

May God Bless You,all the ladies..bab kawen ni bukan ladies jer..ada gak butch yg dah n pernah kawen..so terpulanglah kan..

Tepuk Dada Tanya Selera..like org tua² kata..seru dah sampai..or Kun Faya Kun..Maka kawen lah mereka itu...

So, bagi yg tak kawen♥ ni...camno? ek'eleh...actually i really dun take this matter very personal cuz my thought is very different

when it come to marriage thingy. Bagi aku perkahwinan bukan penentu kebahagiaan & kemuncak dalam kehidupan..AKU. yerla..

life org len mana nak tau..What matter to me are kejayaan n pencapaian dalam kehidupan yg diri sendiri set and dapat memberi

kepuasan dalam hidup. Contohnyer??..ok..contoh eh..diri aku ajer la..tak yah bg contoh diri org len..

Impian aku dalam hidup ni...yg aku akan capai...:

Before 30 - aku dapat degree and naik level dlm jawatan aku skang..(aritu degree half way)

-  set up ma own success company (its on the way buddy...) and segala hutang kasi settle!

-  buy real estate properties..at least a premise to rent out..

- keta idaman tu dapat BMW or LEXUS SUV pon ok lah..tp skang i drive Gen2 jer..ok ler dr takdo!

- melancong seluruh asia....europe....pastinya backpack..(owh..it just satisfy me)..ini pon setahun 2x aku buat..

- aku mempunyai teman yg bertanggungjawab & penyayang...(yep..so far,so good..) Thanx God...

So in short term ni lah perkara yg bagi aku kepuasan...n i enjoy my life seindah mungkin..selagi diizinkan....so yg tak kawen tu n sangap

nak menjawab org² sekeliling esp family..buktikan u olz got something greater than marriage in life and theres no1 can argue about it.

Eh, i takde bunyi mcm diskriminasi perkahwinan kan? Bukan apa...my girl had found out 1 kind of answer...

actually its not an excuse but its a fact..mcm ni, bile ada hamba Allah yg bertanya pd anda pasal perkahwinan contohnya:

A: Bila ko nak kawen neh? adik ko dah sudah...umur ko pun dah berapa?bla..bla...bla....

B: (Dengan muke yg tenang & agak serius) Sebelum aku jawab soalan ko ni..aku nak tanya ko satu soalan dulu..

A: Apa dia?

B:Ko ni orang Islam ke tak? or dlm version non muslim ` Do u believe in God n Karma?

A:Eh,dah tentulah aku ni Islam..(muke dh kerut skett...)

B:ha,kalo ko Islam..apa Rukun Iman yg ke-6?

A:Hurm...percaya pd Qada n Qadar? (mcm tak yakin lak,betol ke?..dia berkata pd dirinya sendiri)

B:ha...seb bek ko tau..so,skang qada n qadar tu kena pada aku..bukan aku minta pon nak jd mcm ni...so aku percaya

pd qada n qadar tu...kawen ke tak aku ni...aku pon tak tau..wallahualam...

A:erm..erk...(member terdiam lalu membuat kerjanya semula)....

P/S:To non Muslim....maybe we can say..watever it is,married or not..we still His Creation..so the answer of marriage to us

is in God's hand..Just a piece of ma opi....thats all,ladies...xoxo..daa for now.

P/S: Pelamin di atas adalah hasil kerja  saya. So kalo ada adik2 or kakak or sesapa saja nak kawen contact i k..nt i bg komisyen la.

Promo gitu,kelazz....

Holla LAdies..!!!hahaha...pasai apa aku post pasal doyan ni??sedap sangat ker kan???

actually aku ni amatlah tak makan doyan kerana dengan bau nya sahaja boleh buat aku pening,loya n muntah!!

Owh, Doyan,HELL NO!!!!(Doyan a.k.a DURIAn a.k.a King of Fruit)...

tetapi..itu semua hanya tinggal cerita...Now,the fact is i am the Durian eater..hahaha..what had happened??? OMG!

The moral value of ma story is ... the phobia,trauma and the rejection is about how we set our mind ak.a "MIND SET".

Betol,bebe....puncanya aku mmg takleh terima bau doyan ni..tp partner aku ni punyer la hantu doyan..kalo tak dpt makan.

merengek²..adoiyai..tak boleh bla..sanggup aku tak tidur sekatil kalo dia makan doyan neh..ha amek ko! Tapi dia tetap

memilih doyan...tsktskstsk...

Sementelah disogokkan sgn elemen² durian ni hampir 3 tahun aku jadi imune dgn bau...kemudian menjalar kepada rasa

durian...makanya aku seorang pemakan durian! hahaha..so dats how its turn me out...huhuu...like old saying " Alah Bisa Tegal Biasa"

..terbukti sudah!

So..kepada yg takot atau tak boleh terima sesuatu dalam hidup itu...cubelah melawan...but kalo benda tu tak mendatangkan faedah

tak payahlah beriya² pula nak fight..paham? ada terima?

Hurm..tak lari lagi drpd kisah doyan ni..aku dapat mak angkat yg mude and cun lagi bergetah..early 40 i guess...n i called her "ibu"..

owh..ibu .....ko di siram bayu pagi...(hahaha..betol ke tak aku nyanyi kan?),aper2 la..dia ni a sister of 1 ADUN in Perak..but tak kesah la..

my fwens n me will go to her orchard in Teluk Intan this weekend..not only Durian we will also enjoy Pulasan, Manggis (mangosteen),

Rambutan, etc..wah..cant wait..Ladies..even we r upsidedown town gal..i suggest to u:

"Pulanglah ke desa berhari raya....hahaha..."..no wat im trying to say is..its not wrong to enjoy the other way of life with different peoplas

and LIFE IS ALWAYS A JOYRIDE ~ tribute to Madam Darlint Pya...

Ok,ladies..enjoy your every single DAy!!mmuaxxx!

Holla me chicas...

so..its me back in here after long time kept silent..going no where but here..observing so many things and adapting new things and

receiving new knowledge; i.e hand bouquet job..(susah rupe2 nyer beb but it worth me hundred bugs for 2 nite work..)

How's dat sound to u,bebe? hehehe

Hurm...hidup ni bukan susah sangat asalkan kite tahu apa yang kita mahu dan tahu bagaimana untuk mendapatkannya.

So far, my life is getting better from time to time, alhamdulillah..having

1.a kind and responsible partner beside me, up n down..

2. a happy family yet a few of trouble,nah i'm still cool...

3. a stable job in govt line and ma business in beauty,wedding is doing good..and aku akan kembangkan lagi scope dlm

bidang hiasan bunga yg baru aku belajar...(semoga diperkenankan...)

4. a bunch of frens tt supportive ~ Cik Norul : even kite baru kenal setahun lebey but knowing u gal erk...lady..its so damn good.heh +

~ Angah, none and the rest la..all the sengetian..senget ke?hahaha..u guys know it rite...

~ ma lover frm far : sette lau..bb..u r sweet n i wud love to c u..n to spend time togeda...

~ ma buddies yg straight  pun cool gak dgn kenyataan aku setiap kali mereka cube meng"kenen2kan" aku dgn guys which is bukan i tak

sudi tapi apelah daya apabile aku ni seorang lesbo yg live loud n proud & statement "KENYATAAN AKU SEORANG LESBO JGN KALIAN  LUPEKAN"..

hahahaha..sambil mereka menggeleng2kan kepala tapi mereka tetap menggenggam tanganku..hehehe..

~ Last but not least....sape lagi kalo bukan ma chomel even we r partner kiteorang more to best fren..we r open n free to express

our feeling to each other..even we got crush sometime..hehe..we just human being..muda n chantek lagi bergaya pulak tu...hehehe

5. End of this year i might restart the life as a student back.."Back to Skool,baby!"..hehehe..takpe2..tulah dulu time peluang baik punyer..

aku biarkan..bile dh further aku hilang fokus..hurm..ada gak terPK kalolah aku terus further lepas Dip dulu...mungkin aku dgn si Dia

masih bersama..erk"terblues" jap..syooh..syohh...g jejauh..hahaha..but as a Muslim..aku kena percaya Qada n Qadar..katanya..

wateva it was..its the past..so let it go...ok? ( TAlk to ma self,LOL)...

So...ape lagi aku nak tulih yer? nt aku update lagi lah..skang ni time rehat,perut leh tahan pedih even pagi td dah bedal roti canai

n toasted bread gardenia (shedap)....ha,mlm ni men badminton dgn geng2 PLU pastu lepak NZ (Gaya hidup Sehat + TAK SEHAT)

sebab??lepas exercise g lepak, smoking..atoiyai...life is so variety..po+...beb..hehehe...tp beb..aktiviti mcm ni kite mmg jgn miss

(even aku pon baru nak aktif lek...hahaha..) sebab kalo kite hilang kekasih kengkawan sentiasa dekat untuk support kan..

dgn  cara yg sehat mcm ni lah..okay??? Renung2 kan...Selamat BEramaL...hahahaharams!